POEMS:


The Red Boxes

The red boxes
bleeding inside
The flowers dance
upon the red surface.
Dance and dancing -
the smell of decay
almost sweet
no matter Morbid.
Coolness of the petals
silkiness of the blood
as the warmth drains away.

Like a sink it disappears,
circling down the drain it goes
Circling and circling
Into the dark abyss
of Death.



Valentine's Day (aka: Single Awareness Day)

The pink boxes
with chocolates inside
Carmel, coconut and a smooth feeling
down the throat it goes
Like poision
a glittery feeling arises
with a smile going about
tinged with hysteria.

"'Tis Valentines Day my pet"
cackles the lady
her eyes twinkled
but distant with memories unknown.

A day of love and love.
An overhwleming day
with presents and gifts
sincerity and fake promises
filled with chocolates and hearts

Hearts hearts and hearts.

Oh how you make me cry
with laughter tinging, clinging to its sides

Happy Single Awareness Day.



Can We Change?

Can we change?
The world is going to hell
with darkness and fire burns away

Can we change?
What have we become?
Murderers, liars and bigots on our rights
Beliefs in criminals and prison the free.

Can we change?
Hope and happiness gone.
Money and success appears
Poverty and wealth grows
Counts of death arise

Can we change?
A man screams in the streets
"Help me help me!"
Nothing is done to help.
He dies alone in the street
no warmth was there.

Can we change?
The butterflies arrive
Grim and reaperish
they taunt and tease
leaving us to the very boundaries
leading us to the edge
of eternal death and the welcoming darkness.

Can we change?
Our outlooks and lives
Our narrowmindedness and judgements.
Our labels and critcism.
Our sharp tounges and unforgiving hearts.
Our hatred and disbelief.
Our anger and the formation
Of the loss of innocences and bias.

Now ask someone.
Can we change?

Okay, so I'm kind of excited. XD

Apparently, along with Dominic Keating (from Star Trek: Enterprise) Gareth David-Lloyd will be starring in  a movie about our favourite classic detective (Sherlock Holmes) fighting monsters. Okay, so for all you classic people, it sounds almost cringe worthy and awful. But I would TOTALLY would want to see this. XD
Not just because I like GDL, but because I like it how they decided to take a classic and twist it into something... sci-fi-ish. I know, people I know will probably scream at me, but who cares? I think if it's well acted and thought out, the plot isn't horrible, or that the script is wonderfully unique, people will love it. :-) But I haven't watched it (I totally want to though), and I guess I'll be seeing what everyone else thinks of it. I hope it goes well though!

Oh, that reminds me, he also has a role in Girl Number Nine. Which, I'm will watch because I love crime drama and it sounds really intriguing. Especially the serial killer link to it. XD Best yet, James Moran (one of the writers that helped write Torchwood) is the writer for the script. 

It kind of makes me excited.

But I'm happy for GDL.  Especially since Torchwood: CoE, I'm happy that he found jobs in the acting business. XD I hope this turns out well for him!

Fuck. I have a serious problem.
I can't drink tap water.
Fucking psychological problem... because of it, I hadn't drank actual water in a week and only drank soup and milk.
Now I've put in one of those powder drinks in hopes that I will be able to drink it.
It's kind of working... but I still can taste an odd taste.
I wonder what it means if I can taste different types of water?

I haven't really been in contact with anyone as of late. I've kind of been at home as of late, trying to get over Torchwood: Children of Earth. Will rant more of it later. Enjoy post.


 

RTD IS A FUCKING RETARD! INFURIATED DOESN'T EVEN DESCRIBE HOW I FUCKING FEEL!!!

Be Beautiful My Dear...

We the people.
Have the right to be.
Anything we can be.

We the people.
Are a beauty all in our own.
The lives we live and people we meet.

We the people.
Are sophisticated all our own.
In making an art of hope.

We the people.
Have a drum of our own.
To the beat of our paths - we run.

We the people.
Say, be beatiful.
Be beatiful my dear.
Never forget.

Fin.

I had a dream...

 

I love this new icon..... *points* tee hee! I think this is one of my favourites (most definitely!). XD
So today, I tried to watch Jeeves and Wooster and failed. My computer wouldn't stop acting up and I kind of gave up... So I think I'm going to try and look for more lovely video sights that might satisfy at least one episode of that show... XD

Now, another show I watched, Full Metal Alchelmist: Brotherhood... It is really awesome, but goes by so fast and doesn't show all the details and junk... (Can you tell I'm slightly disappointed?)

So, I'm thinking whenever I use this icon, I'm either having really dirty thoughts or I wrote something with smex/smut in it! XD

Ta ta lovelies!

So. John Barrowman. XD He sings a lot of musicals, he's openly gay, very cheerful and has a lot of energy. And the best part of it is that he makes me laugh XD. He's also Scottish! (although you can't really tell sometimes).
Can you tell my music taste is seriously random?

Now... I'm kind of at a writer's block.... >.<

So.....

So, I watched "Prayers for Bobby" on Lifetime channel. It's basically about an extremely religious mother who has to deal with her son (who just came out) is homosexual and how her beliefs change around after her son's suicide.

The acting was absolute crap, almost everything was a cliche, it was only centered around two characters that it didn't feel like a real movie, and dialogue sounded like an infomercal and something that came from a corny script... but... It was a good plot and the idea surrounding it was good enough that I didn't barf through it (Of course it helps it's about the ideals of the church vs. homosexuality and that's one of my favourite arguement/topics to discuss about)... but it did show a person's pain pretty well, and it had amazing angle camera shots. That is what I enjoyed most about the movie. Oh and the voice over of Bobby (when reading his diary) was good too.

I thought it was kind of interesting that they would do a movie like that, pleased, but found it interesting. They usually deal with affiars and things like that, and although it didn't go as deep into the subject as I would have liked it, they still went out and did it, when other networks (family networks) don't.

At the same time, I watched "Chopped"... I found it okay... Oh! And one of the guys (who's from England and has an accent and everything) looks so much like the Doctor!!! (From Doctor Who) =D That made me squee!

But overall that was it... Also I still retain my hatred for my class... So. Homophobic. And. Stupid! AHHHH!!!!!

Tiring week. If anyone wants to hang out with me after my summer school is finished, I'm begging you, please do! >.< I think I'm getting cabin fever!